My taste is my pain

 
If you miss this I can express, what a relief .. 
But if you miss this shed, what about me later, ..  
Really really want to see, but I'm afraid .. 
Fear because you will not want to part with, and I was getting hard to forget .. 
If my heart could speak directly to the heart, it must be very beautiful .. 
It's just my imagination, I'm afraid the reality reveal everything.  
Why this longing heart, why this heart can love if stored such fear.  
Why would I have missed if you do not want to see,. 
All so excruciating and I do not know what to do,. 
If time can play, I will go slowly with your love.  
I will keep all nicely. but why does everything even revealed.  
Your reality, making everything seem much, makes me scared, ..  
True love is so painful for me, ...  
If only time can cure this wound, I want to love you until the end.  
God please give thy guide, ..