FAIL

I began to think to think all my attitude ..
I started looking for all the properties and actions are not good ..
I'm looking for my mistakes in the past
but I do not understand what it is
I started to give up
the face of all the fact that there
that at the moment I open anything
I did not develop
I could not run
I can not and do not know how to rise
I began to resign
I failed for the umpteenth time
no light I could see
black and dark
remote and very difficult
I'm afraid of failure
I wanted to cry and scream like crazy
I was the one who lost, afraid to face the reality
What if I disappoint you later
what if later I was silent and not able to do anything ..
I want to change, out of the darkness
I want to be better than others ...
I'm starting now
Organize life....

 
organize life ..